Wednesday, November 11, 2009
ytday 11.11.09.. it happen at ah gu house staircase.. i am so sad and shock that all this is happening to me.. i never thought that this will happen to me.. he actually wanna hit me.. and push me away in a very hard strength.. i'm really very heartbroken.. i really feel that i better give up now... as all of them say that if a guy will hit u means no matter he say how many time he will change, he won't change de.. i really feel so heart pain.. it's worst than dying.. i trying to force myself dun cry but it's seem so hard.. till now when i think back i will cry.. he will say all those tinks that hurt me so badly, i can know what place i stand inside his heart.. I REALLY FUCKING HATE MYSELF... why everyday so many ppl die, y can't just i die.. mayb after i die i won't feel anymore pain le..
-our
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ferlinHUANG!