Your pack of lies filled up my life

Monday, November 12, 2007

-our love story ;

Saturday, November 10, 2007

Today is a meaningful day for me. Coz i went to quite alot of places in the afternoon. I go around those parks and farms at Lim Chu Kang. Then in the late evening i went back to my cousin house to have my dinner. After that we slack awhile then go to Farmart to catch prawn. I feel so disappointed,coz i never catch any of it. Instead my cousin who is 1st time catching prawn de caught 1 prawn. So damn lucky. Haiz. I miss those time at jurong that side de prawn farm. But too bad it's being close down le. Hopefully it will open back. hehe. Haix. Dear today never give mi a call or msg,even after he wake up. In the end is i call him de. Most of the time i really don't understand what is he thinking about. He's making me so stress over him. But thanks to god that now we very seldom quarrel le,maybe is becoz we seldom meet up le. Just hope that he will take veri good care of himself.

Labels: 1o.11.2oo7 ( saturday )

-our love story ;

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

Today is a sad day for me. During around 3am in the morning something very sad happen to me. I dunno y is this happening. Suddenly i feel that i lost everytink in this world. I feel that i lost all my frens. I seems to lost my direction too. I feel like dying so that i wun feel any more pains from my heart. I keep on feeling that tears keep on wantin to flow out from my eyes,but i keep on forcing myself not to drop any tears. I feel veri xin ku to force myself to dun do those tinks that i can't control de. I oso feel that my heart as if is being stab by thousand or millions of knifes. Blood and tears keep on flowing out of my heart. Seems that im going crazy le. y is all this happening to me. And the worst is that i still have to act as if nth happen infront of every1. I stil hav 2 force myself to smile and not to cry. Wat e f**king hell m i tinking. Damn it. It dun look lik my oldself at all. Last time i wun giv a fu*king damn de. y nw i jus can't let go n b my oldself. I wun b a nice person anymore. Coz gd ppl always die early. Who the fu*k can help mi get out of this problem. Sometime is nt i dun trust ppl. Is em who make me bcum a change person. NONE of the ppl in tis world realy understand mi at al. They jus treat me lik a FOOL and SHIT.They only wanna make use of me. Except some of my family. Y mus i suffer lik tis. Wat exactly hav i done wrong in the past or in my previous life.

Labels: o6.11.2oo7 [ TUESDAY ]

-our love story ;