Thursday, February 19, 2009
today is thurs.. haiz.. ytday dear go boat quay de white bar to celebrate ah lu bday.. he go there at 12.30am.. bt when he reach hm is around 6am in the morning.. i keep tinkin alot.. i dunno y i will tink so much.. is it bcoz i love him too much or there is other reason to it.. when he reach hm he throw temper at me.. mayb coz he drink too much or there's other reason.. i dunno y i jus can't feel any love frm him anymore.. i tink i was veri naive.. i thought dat if i continue treat him gd 1 day he will surely know it.. bt i dunno if i can wait till dat day.. haiz.. i feel dat our relationship is lik i keep on wantin to hold on to his hands tight bt he keep on wantin to let go.. why is it so.. in his eyes i'm jus a stupid person who is pretendin to b a gd person, a thief who will steal ppl moni n evertink i do is pretendin de.. i will nv get a place in his heart.. even when i tell him dat i was nt feelin well dan i wanna go see doc, he can jus reply u tell me for what, i'm nt a doc.. why must u hurt me again n again.. when i needed some1 by my side so much bt when i look around i only see dat i'm alone.. why is it so.. y is it always so unfair to me..
-our
love story ;
ferlinHUANG!