Thursday, January 22, 2009
today feelin veri sian.. haiz tis past few days dear keep on sayin wanna brin me go ba sa ba lam, bt in e end oso nv go.. ytday i play mj, i win $50+.. so heng.. hope my lucky will get better in the cumin yr.. i dunno y recently i bcumin veri easily gettin emotional.. i cry veri easily.. when i tink of the past and present.. it make me feel damn hurt.. y is heaven treatin me tis way.. wat hav i realy done dat make him wanna punish in tis way.. y all i hav done, i still haven get my repay?. why i need to always giv in to others bt nt they giv in to me.. why every1 is lyin to me.. why is every1 treatin me lik a fool.. why is dat i always need to see other ppl temper to cheer em up.. why is it so unfair to me.. new yr is cumin i dun feel happy at all.. i jus feel dat i'm al alone in tis world.. just by myself.. other dan me.. i feel others r all strangers.. even i do know em.. it jus feel as if i'm diff frm other.. i feel lik mayb i'm transparent.. no 1 can see me.. bt only i can see em.. dat's all i wanna say.. moody day..
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