Thursday, January 15, 2009
haiz.. chinese new yr is jus comin in 9days time.. haiz.. this few day i quarrelin wif dear over LV bag dat is meant to be my 2008 christmas present, our 3rd yr anniv present, my 22nd b'day present and valentine day present.. haiz.. dat bag cost at $1770.. actually i longing for a LV bag for a long time le.. and dear ask me wat i want for bday prsent dan i told him dat i 1 a LV bag.. dan he say ok, he will buy for me.. dan in between he lik nv buy n nv say abt tis tinks le.. and i was e 1 who is keep talkin abt it.. and he was so piss off and we keep quarrelin over tis.. haiz.. he can say till lik all is my fault.. pls lor is he who say he will buy for me.. dan i jus mention oso cannot.. why is he treatin me lik tis.. sometime i was wonderin am i dun worth jus a merly 1.7k.. and when u go drink or eat or buy tinks wif ur frens, sometime they dun even pay u e moni u oso nv say anytink.. althought those moni is merly a few hundreds dollar.. bt if tis always happen u can buy more dan 1 bag for me le.. for example.. the new yr for 2009 de.. around $600 u oso say is ok.. WTF.. i dun even worth more dan ur frens.. i am realy damn sad.. have u ever realy jus tink of my feelin for jus a sec.. and if tis is 4 present combain dat u only need to pay $442 for 1 present.. althought mayb it cost alot.. bt aft tis i wun ask for a more expensive present le.. bt u jus wun believe me... can't u jus trust me for a sec.. and u lik to push blame to me.. even it is nt my fault.. and u lik to scold mi.. u oso lik 2 find fault on me.. why u treatin me tis way.. hav u ever wonder hw my heart hurt.. watever i do is nt gonna be enough for u.. u wun ever feel gan dong de.. n watever i do u oso tink i dun deserve u to treat me gd back.. i am wondering.. is it bcoz u know no matter wat i wun leave u de.. so u jus treat me lik tis oso nth will happen de.. is it?. haiz.. don't he know my feelin for keep on lyin to me.. why is tinks always happenin tis way.. why is ppl keep on treatin me in a unfair way.. since bein a gd ppl is stupid y must i be a gd person.. FUCK MAN.. i realy had enough of all tis.. i goin to change myself into a FUCKIN BAD PERSON.. coz no 1 apperciate me for bein gd to em at all.. i dun wanna be a FOOL anymore..
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ferlinHUANG!